stpm

finally result STPM diumumkan arini .. alhamdulillah boleh dikatakan semua FORM6 SMKWM2 lulus dlm stpm kali ni . 7org drpdnya plak mendapat keputusan cemerlang iaitu 4P . aku ?? alhamdulillah bersyukur sbb dpt 3p shj . sekarang ni aku cukup isaw sbb takut tak dpt amik degree

for the first time aku nangis satu ari sbb tak berpuas hati dgn result yg aku dapat , tapi mak aku ckp "im proud wif u cz u still hve an opportunity to continue ur stdy " but aku rasa mak mana nak anaknya down so dia keluarkan la kata2 sebegini tuk kembalikan semangat anaknya ..

sbnrnya nk diikutkan aku tak berapa kisah pasal P sbb yg penting "POINTER"(cara cikin sebut) but suddenly ada someone post sumeting in my wall (FB) .. "wanie , ko dh berusaha dan ko kena bersyukur dgn apa yg ko dah dapat " .. tis statement telah watkan aku trus DOWN .. bg aku atleast as a frenz if u said "wanie , gud job ..congrates " aku dah menitiskan air mata gembira tp ni tdk sebaliknya air mata kesedihan yg mengalir .. but nevermind !!

arini gak aku online (Fb) satu malam sbb nak tgk mna la tau ada org post congrates but lgsg tak da .. yg ada tu pun hanyalah my senior last year (im really appreciate smpai nagis .. huhuh) but its okay sbb aku tau kemampuan sebenar aku .. :)

For those who give me a motivation .. thx a lot , sememangnya aku perlukan ramai org tuk memotivasikan aku .. <3 uolls so much

kerjaya

Entry yg aku tulis kali ni menandakan sudah hmpir 2 bulan aku MENGANGGUR tnpa sebrg keje .. selama 2 bulan gak ni serius gua ( sorry bhsa kasar) tak pnh rasa TERSENTAP , tp arini ati gua btl2 panas dr pg smpai la mlm yg dingin ni .. semuanya gara2 aku tak BEKERJAYA

mcm gmbr kat atas ni la , gua ni tak la teringin nk kerjaya cam tu tp atleast gua ada gak keje yg dipanggil KERJAYA .. gua tak leh la cter lbh lanjut sal kes TERSENTAP kat sini sbb gua isau ada yg TERSENTAP sbb misundrstnd psl kes ni ( maaf bg yg terasa tp korg tk da kaitan la ) .. tp pasni aku taknak lg bukak cter sal KERJAYA or dgr cter pasal org BEKERJAYA (hope korg faham my situation rite now ) ok assalamualaikun :((

sihat

alhamdulillah 4 ari demam , akhirnya aku dh sihat .. hihih letih siot klu kita demam .. mcm2 bnda kita tak leh wat , makan minum tak leh sbb sakit tekak, makan ubat yg PAHIT GILA , pastu asyk tido ptg je smpai malam tak leh tido .. tmbah malang lagi , aku demam time BEFDAY aku .. huhuh tp nk wat mcm mana sabar separuh drpd iman kan .. hihih .. btw thnks a lot kat my sis sbb bwk sy kua even sy demam on my befday .. karok jap pun jadilah .. hehehe

perlu ke ?

lusa ni (21.01.11) adalah befday aku yg ke -20 .. isau gak aku sbb umur dh makin meningkat dan setiap apa yg aku idamkan blum lg tercapai .. hampir 2 tahun aku tak celebrate befday aku dgn mber2 .. klu ada pun setakat potong kek la (tu mmg upacara wajib la der) .. mksd aku kat sini , aku dh lama tak kuar atau bhsa omputihnya HANG OUT dgn mber2 aku .. act bkn dorg tak ajak g celebrate befday aku tp aku segan sikit la dgn dorg .. haha ayat tak leh blah kan .. biasanya klu aku celebrate befday dgn mber , dorg ni akn bwk GF/BF masing2 .. aku ?? bwk diri jela der ..hehe

dorg ada gak tanya"ko ni tak da org nak ke ?" .. pergh ayat mmg nk kena penumbuk batu lesung kot .. jwpan aku mmg simple kot "ntah"..hehe act aku malas nk jwb , ala der setakat bf tu gua blum jumpa yg betul2 sesuai la dgn gua der .. aku ada sorg mber ni , dia slalu tanya soalan ni kat spe2 yg ada BF/GF " wei ko dh ada bf/gf ni , ko sure ke nk kawin dgn dia bila dh bsr nti?" hahaha soalan ni agk2 korg kn, korg leh jwb tak ?? hahah

so, aku rasa wat masa ni lbh baik aku tgk mber2 aku tu ada GF/BF jela sbb aku yakin MYBE 1 day i'll find seorg BF yg sesuai dgn aku kot .. hahah but im not desperate ok .. heheh salam :)

i'll be back

I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do

What do I do if you’re like this all of a sudden, what the hell am I supposed to do
How can you be like this, I believed you when you said you would love me forever
You promised me, we would never change, we were definitely meant to be
We were definitely meant for each other. That’s what you said

I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do

You’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me, that’s why I’m letting you go
I know it, you can’t live without me, I’ll be back

You, me, we can’t say goodbye, you must be confused
This is something that everyone goes through once, get your head straight
Think again, no matter what I say, you already
Don’t listen to my words, it comes back as an echo

Listen baby girl
Fine, I will turn away for you, I will coolly let you go like a man
And I won’t bother you, silently from behind you
I will stand silent as the grave, looking at you from afar without you knowing
From very far away, so that you will completely forget my existence UH–

But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl
I’m letting you go for a bit, but you will come back again
I know, so don’t worry, when you collapse I’ll be back.